For those of you who don't know me very well, I'm a very emotional person. It doesn't take much at all to make me cry. There are many times when I wish I didn't have this trait, but would I replace my feeling with non-feeling? No, I wouldn't. It's part of who I am and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I've noticed over the years that being extremely emotional has its pros and cons. When you feel a lot, you are more likely to get hurt (as I’ve unfortunately learned time and time again). Others will say something mean about you and it will take a long time to heal the wound from it. On the other hand, being an extremely feeling person means that you love and care deeply.
You might say you’ve never seen me get overly emotional. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve tried to hide it for fear that others will see that in me and try to hurt me. But it’s still there, and it doesn’t take much for someone to find it.
If you look at the internet (especially Facebook), there is a LOT of badmouthing and backstabbing that goes on. Before you choose to write something rude or mean about someone else, why don’t you just take a minute to think about how that might totally effect their day. You never know if they might be having a rough day as it is and that one thing you said was the stone that caused an avalanche of emotions. I have been hurt many, many times by an insensitive remark made about me on what is supposed to be a “social networking site”. I’m not saying you don’t have the right to say what you want, because you DO. We all do. However, I think the world would be a nicer place if people would just think for a minute before saying something that could hurt someone else. Being human, I don’t always abide by this, but I strive to because I know it will make me a better person. Why live your life hurting others? Our time on this earth is too short to waste doing that…
“When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but creatures of emotion.” ~Dale Carnegie
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Summer days...
First off, I apologize for not writing anything on my blog since March. I've had a pretty busy summer and honestly haven't thought about my blog in a while. I hope that all my followers have found other things to do in the meantime and haven't just been waiting for me to post something. ;)
Around the first of May, I decided I would audition for Starkville Community Theatre's summer musical revue. I had worked in the sound booth during the 2009 summer show and had done some other things with the theatre as well but I'd never actually been ON SCT's stage. The auditions went well but there were so many other very talented people who also auditioned that I didn't expect I'd get in. Thankfully I was wrong and was offered a role! :) I was BEYOND just "excited" about it. ;)
Rehearsals started and I had the most fun I've had in a while. Of course, it was a lot of work but it all paid off in the end. We had 7 performances (which is quite a few more than I'm used to) and it made me feel like a pro. ;) I now have a better idea of what a Broadway performer's schedule is like.
Being in the show definitely rekindled my love for theatre. I had forgotten how much I love it and how it is such a big part of who I am... :) Can't wait to audition for another show!
Around the first of May, I decided I would audition for Starkville Community Theatre's summer musical revue. I had worked in the sound booth during the 2009 summer show and had done some other things with the theatre as well but I'd never actually been ON SCT's stage. The auditions went well but there were so many other very talented people who also auditioned that I didn't expect I'd get in. Thankfully I was wrong and was offered a role! :) I was BEYOND just "excited" about it. ;)
Rehearsals started and I had the most fun I've had in a while. Of course, it was a lot of work but it all paid off in the end. We had 7 performances (which is quite a few more than I'm used to) and it made me feel like a pro. ;) I now have a better idea of what a Broadway performer's schedule is like.
Being in the show definitely rekindled my love for theatre. I had forgotten how much I love it and how it is such a big part of who I am... :) Can't wait to audition for another show!
Friday, March 4, 2011
Raindrops...
*Splish* *Splash* *Splish*
There is something so soothing about the sound of rain pattering against a window. Listening... my mind starts to wander--getting lost in a trance. All my worries, pains, and fears begin to disappear. Calmness sweeps over my body like taking a deep breath of fresh air. My eyelids flutter once and start to droop. Suddenly, I'm startled as the family cat jumps clear across me and gracefully leaps onto the windowsill. Her nose twitches--eyes as big as saucers. She appears to be in a trance as she watches the rain pattering down against my window...
*Splish* *Splash* *Splish*
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Christmas time is here...
December:
The month of the year when everyone is rushing to get Christmas shopping finished, gifts all wrapped up, and houses decorated.
When I was little, I very clearly remember the suspense and excitement I felt as the Christmas season approached. My gift list would grow and grow with all the things that I just HAD to have. And of course I can't forget the thrill of waking up really early on Christmas morning, tearing the paper and bows off my presents, then getting into the car and riding over to my grandparent's house where we would have a Christmas lunch and wait for the adults to stop chatting so we could go and find out what was under the tree for us! Yes, I know it seems as though I was nothing but a greedy little kid but I'm sure this all sounds very familiar to all of you too... ;)
Since I've grown up a bit, my attitude about Christmas has changed quite a lot. I don't view Christmas as a time to raid a toy store anymore. To me, it's a time to spend together with family and friends. I know that sounds pretty cliche' but it's how I truly feel...
When I see 5' tall dancing Santa Claus lawn decorations and giant inflatable snowmen and penguins wearing Santa hats in stores, I kind of wonder what we've done to Christmas... I REALLY don't believe that is what the holiday is supposed to be about. I don't know about you, but I hope to have a nice, relatively low key Christmas this year because to me, that's the best kind! :)
The month of the year when everyone is rushing to get Christmas shopping finished, gifts all wrapped up, and houses decorated.
When I was little, I very clearly remember the suspense and excitement I felt as the Christmas season approached. My gift list would grow and grow with all the things that I just HAD to have. And of course I can't forget the thrill of waking up really early on Christmas morning, tearing the paper and bows off my presents, then getting into the car and riding over to my grandparent's house where we would have a Christmas lunch and wait for the adults to stop chatting so we could go and find out what was under the tree for us! Yes, I know it seems as though I was nothing but a greedy little kid but I'm sure this all sounds very familiar to all of you too... ;)
Since I've grown up a bit, my attitude about Christmas has changed quite a lot. I don't view Christmas as a time to raid a toy store anymore. To me, it's a time to spend together with family and friends. I know that sounds pretty cliche' but it's how I truly feel...
When I see 5' tall dancing Santa Claus lawn decorations and giant inflatable snowmen and penguins wearing Santa hats in stores, I kind of wonder what we've done to Christmas... I REALLY don't believe that is what the holiday is supposed to be about. I don't know about you, but I hope to have a nice, relatively low key Christmas this year because to me, that's the best kind! :)
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Summer...
After realizing that I hadn't written a blog post since June, I thought it was high time I compose a new one.
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All in all, I must say I've had a pretty good summer. After the children's musical that I helped choreograph in June was over, I went to Ballet Magnificat's Summer Dance Intensive for two weeks. I had the time of my life there-- getting to meet new people from all over the world (many of which ended up being good friends), having Bible studies & Chapel daily, and of course, getting to be taught by professional dancers every day. Although it was at first up in the air whether or not I'd even be able to attend because of the cost, I'm so glad that everything worked out because it was worth EVERY single penny that went into it. :)
After returning from Ballet Mag!, I got the opportunity to see many of my friends perform in the Summer Scholars Onstage Camp Production, “And The Beat Goes On”. I actually went to the camp a couple of years ago myself but since I got too old (LOL), I wasn’t able to attend again. I enjoyed sitting in the audience but I would have loved to have been onstage performing with the cast. :) As always, the performance was outstanding!
A week ago, my family took a short trip over to the Dismals Canyon because we had never been before and heard it was beautiful. As we got close to our destination, we all began to doubt that the canyon would be as great as we had seen in pictures because the scenery around us didn't really look particularly spectacular. Thankfully, we were VERY wrong. The Dismals Canyon is in fact, a paradise tucked away in the north part of Alabama. It was amazing hiking on the trails through the different parts of the canyon and being able to look up at the enormous rock walls on either side of us. The Dismals also have a number of gorgeous waterfalls here and there along the trails. One of the things that astounded us was that the temperature dropped 10 or more degrees when we got into the canyon, which was a much appreciated change from the 90+ degree weather that everyone has been dealing with. I had an awesome time at the Dismals and hope it's not too long before I get a chance to go back!
Even though my summer was great, some things have happened this fall semester that have deeply saddened and hurt me. Even though I've forgiven, it's very hard to forget but I know God will be able to help me on that one. :) It will just take some time to heal the wounds. Right now I just need to focus on moving on. As a good friend of mine said, "This is a small rock on a long road."
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All in all, I must say I've had a pretty good summer. After the children's musical that I helped choreograph in June was over, I went to Ballet Magnificat's Summer Dance Intensive for two weeks. I had the time of my life there-- getting to meet new people from all over the world (many of which ended up being good friends), having Bible studies & Chapel daily, and of course, getting to be taught by professional dancers every day. Although it was at first up in the air whether or not I'd even be able to attend because of the cost, I'm so glad that everything worked out because it was worth EVERY single penny that went into it. :)
After returning from Ballet Mag!, I got the opportunity to see many of my friends perform in the Summer Scholars Onstage Camp Production, “And The Beat Goes On”. I actually went to the camp a couple of years ago myself but since I got too old (LOL), I wasn’t able to attend again. I enjoyed sitting in the audience but I would have loved to have been onstage performing with the cast. :) As always, the performance was outstanding!
A week ago, my family took a short trip over to the Dismals Canyon because we had never been before and heard it was beautiful. As we got close to our destination, we all began to doubt that the canyon would be as great as we had seen in pictures because the scenery around us didn't really look particularly spectacular. Thankfully, we were VERY wrong. The Dismals Canyon is in fact, a paradise tucked away in the north part of Alabama. It was amazing hiking on the trails through the different parts of the canyon and being able to look up at the enormous rock walls on either side of us. The Dismals also have a number of gorgeous waterfalls here and there along the trails. One of the things that astounded us was that the temperature dropped 10 or more degrees when we got into the canyon, which was a much appreciated change from the 90+ degree weather that everyone has been dealing with. I had an awesome time at the Dismals and hope it's not too long before I get a chance to go back!
Even though my summer was great, some things have happened this fall semester that have deeply saddened and hurt me. Even though I've forgiven, it's very hard to forget but I know God will be able to help me on that one. :) It will just take some time to heal the wounds. Right now I just need to focus on moving on. As a good friend of mine said, "This is a small rock on a long road."
Monday, June 14, 2010
Ballet and Musicals
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My life never ceases being busy. Rehearsals are underway for the youth musical I'm helping choreograph and I'm also busy trying to get and stay in shape for Ballet Magnificat!'s Summer Intensive which I'm attending for 2 weeks in July. I'm incredibly excited about the intensive and hope to learn a lot while I'm there! :)
Monday, May 3, 2010
Just a day in May...
After being drenched for several days in a row, the weather has finally relented and given us a sunny (but hot) day. Right now I'm relaxing at the computer with my shoes and socks off while listening to a mockingbird calling outside. Even our family’s cat seems to be in a lazy mood. At the moment, she is snoozing in a chair. However, I'm sure she's just "recharging" so she can make mischief tonight. ;)
You know, cats really are such interesting and complicated creatures. This is most likely why they are my favorite animals. They are just so much fun to be around! I've even had one specific cat that was like my best friend. I know it sounds cheesy but it's true!
There are however, a couple of very important rules that you must go by if you are interested in getting a cat.
The Rules:
1. You never actually own a cat. He/she just lives with you.
2. You are your cat's personal maid so you'd better get used to it. :)
Basically, if you're able to get over some of the quirks, weird behavior, and bad habits that cats have (Hey, nobody is perfect!), then they can make excellent friends!
You know, cats really are such interesting and complicated creatures. This is most likely why they are my favorite animals. They are just so much fun to be around! I've even had one specific cat that was like my best friend. I know it sounds cheesy but it's true!
There are however, a couple of very important rules that you must go by if you are interested in getting a cat.
The Rules:
1. You never actually own a cat. He/she just lives with you.
2. You are your cat's personal maid so you'd better get used to it. :)
Basically, if you're able to get over some of the quirks, weird behavior, and bad habits that cats have (Hey, nobody is perfect!), then they can make excellent friends!
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